I remember the last post in my blog was about what my February month is all about...
But things do change and doesn't happen as we have planned it to be...I'm not suppose to be emo!!
I taught the return of my sister back home after a year and half will fill my emptiness and loneliness at home this pass few months after the end of A levels and Bina Tatanegara (BTN). It proved i was wrong...
Now its all about my sister and my life has just gone miserable and invisible!!
From food choice to place to theater to TV channels etc.etc.etc.etc.
Nothing is mine now.It hurts..really really hurt...
I know that she is back to Malaysia after 1 1/2 years.I know she missed every part of Malaysia.I know she miss the food.I'm not blind and heartless creature for not knowing that.
But i'm being treated as one. Is this what called fairness to them?
Of all the things, my sister will be will be only in Malaysia for the next few years at least, even if its not at home.She will be in Penang which is just less than 5 hours apart by drive!
Not her but me that will be a way..far away from home...To be accurate the flight distance between Malaysia and India is 3238 KM or 2012 Miles!! Are they that cruel not to consider that? Are they blind of my presence here?
Of all the days I'm alone, i never really felt alone but now having everyone around me makes me feel really alone..What kind of world is this?
Life is a drama and we humans are the actors on stage. We are fake.Nothing is real.Nothing last forever.Happiness.Health.Wealth.Family.Friends. NOTHING!
SO, live life today as there is no tomorrow. If there is a day called tomorrow, nothing of ours today will be ours tomorrow.
In all this controversy, there a more hot drama happen in facebook. Not facebook exactly. It was about the Kursus Intensive (KI) date which much waited for...
At first, it was partly confirmed by rumors that KI will begin on 28th February. It was not totally confirmed than.
Later we got another new that KTT have officially confirmed that KI will start on 28th Februaary but there is no new from JPA side as the officers are busy with the evacuation of students from Egypt.
When all the student was busy booking and arranging flight and transport to make a comeback to KTT especially those from the east of Malaysia( Sabah, Sarawak and Brunei(Huzai)haha.. ). A parent from one of us called JPA just to confirmed. We got hit by a new bomb!! JPA have told that they will begin the course on the 7th March.
WHAT!!!!???!
Those who have booked their flight was the one most moved with the news.OMG what to do in KTT till 7th March with no apartment and have to share with juniors!
The the much waited news came from Faruqi.It was confirmed by JPA and KTT that KI start on 28th February.Fuh! What a relief!!
Than i noticed Miss Syairah's wall post.YES its 100% confirm.
I'm going back to college! To KTT!!!
In just less than 2 weeks i will be heading my way back to the jungle..Yeah it was fun there
Cool isn't it??
A prefect way to escape from the mental torture i'm in...
But things do change and doesn't happen as we have planned it to be...
Now its all about my sister and my life has just gone miserable and invisible!!
From food choice to place to theater to TV channels etc.etc.etc.etc.
Nothing is mine now.It hurts..really really hurt...
I know that she is back to Malaysia after 1 1/2 years.I know she missed every part of Malaysia.I know she miss the food.I'm not blind and heartless creature for not knowing that.
But i'm being treated as one. Is this what called fairness to them?
Of all the things, my sister will be will be only in Malaysia for the next few years at least, even if its not at home.She will be in Penang which is just less than 5 hours apart by drive!
Not her but me that will be a way..far away from home...To be accurate the flight distance between Malaysia and India is 3238 KM or 2012 Miles!! Are they that cruel not to consider that? Are they blind of my presence here?
Of all the days I'm alone, i never really felt alone but now having everyone around me makes me feel really alone..What kind of world is this?
Life is a drama and we humans are the actors on stage. We are fake.Nothing is real.Nothing last forever.Happiness.Health.Wealth.Family.Friends. NOTHING!
SO, live life today as there is no tomorrow. If there is a day called tomorrow, nothing of ours today will be ours tomorrow.
In all this controversy, there a more hot drama happen in facebook. Not facebook exactly. It was about the Kursus Intensive (KI) date which much waited for...
At first, it was partly confirmed by rumors that KI will begin on 28th February. It was not totally confirmed than.
Later we got another new that KTT have officially confirmed that KI will start on 28th Februaary but there is no new from JPA side as the officers are busy with the evacuation of students from Egypt.
When all the student was busy booking and arranging flight and transport to make a comeback to KTT especially those from the east of Malaysia( Sabah, Sarawak and Brunei(Huzai)haha.. ). A parent from one of us called JPA just to confirmed. We got hit by a new bomb!! JPA have told that they will begin the course on the 7th March.
WHAT!!!!???!
Those who have booked their flight was the one most moved with the news.OMG what to do in KTT till 7th March with no apartment and have to share with juniors!
The the much waited news came from Faruqi.It was confirmed by JPA and KTT that KI start on 28th February.Fuh! What a relief!!
Than i noticed Miss Syairah's wall post.YES its 100% confirm.
I'm going back to college! To KTT!!!
In just less than 2 weeks i will be heading my way back to the jungle..Yeah it was fun there
And now i can have more and more fun while learning தமிழ்(Tamil),हिंदी(Hindi) and ಕನ್ನಡ(Kannada)..
Cool isn't it??
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